emotions geting super super unstable for this few days. gets fed up easily. can go smiling like crazy the next moment. stressed up? i dont know. trying my super best to run along with class's lessons. cant get or understand the sums still. makes me feel like giving up. angel reminds me this is an improtant year. so i picked up my bags and continue running. wish me luck..
syf is nearing. also ending. birthday coming. turning 17. not at all looking forward to it. cos it all means that there will be more obstacles awaiting for you upfront. can i choose not to face them? no. this is life. this is reality. say im a coward. i dont care. cos i think so too.
syf. its not that i look down on choir or what. but look at how we sing. yes. the volume is there. so what? as the conductors said, you have to understand your piece well. once you got that, everything will be fine. look at our posture. listen to our own song. look at ourselves. we are just sing for the sake of singing. i see no blending or what you call in chinese "mo qi". i hear no crescendo. compared to the previous n previous previous batch of seniors, im utterly disappointed. silver, we may get. but we are aiming for high silver...
what's after syf? O level. haa. as i said, i'll continue running. but im afraid i'll run out of breath soon.
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY EVANGELINE TEO! haha.
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